Where were you when I was crawling on the floor crying late at night
Scared as hell and calling up to God only asking why
Why I gotta live if I'm living wishing I could die
Who am I? Always seems like I can not decide
Never been the type to dumb it down just so that I could sell
I'm more of the type to take it deeper through the stories I tell
Its always just been feedback for me, I never fail
I try, try again even if I have to go through hell
This is why they listen to me, they come 'cause they thirsty
I got the juice, say the truth even when its nasty
Used to beg for your attention but you never gave a chance
Now you wanna have a conversation, please do not distract me
I shut my mouth
Keep it cool, let the work speak
My time, my sanity is what it's cost me
Overly dedicated, yeah I must speak
I could've been anybody but I chose me
Yeah yeah, I could've died in my own sleep
Yeah I'll let you think about it, would you miss me?
But thank God that I'm here still
I got a lot on my plate, I'm just saying let's eat
Where were you when I was crawling on the floor crying late at night
Scared as hell and calling up to God only asking why
Why I gotta live if I'm living wishing I could die
Who am I? Always seems like I can not decide
Never been the type to dumb it down just so that I could sell
I'm more of the type to take it deeper through the stories I tell
Its always just been feedback for me, I never fail
I try, try again even if I have to go through hell
This is why they listen to me, they come 'cause they thirsty
I got the juice, say the truth even when its nasty
Used to beg for your attention but you never gave a chance
Now you wanna have a conversation, please do not distract me
I shut my mouth
Keep it cool, let the work speak
My time, my sanity is what it's cost me
Overly dedicated, yeah I must speak
I could've been anybody but I chose me
Yeah yeah, I could've died in my own sleep
Yeah I'll let you think about it, would you miss me?
But thank God that I'm here still
I got a lot on my plate, I'm just saying let's eat
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